It still feels surreal to process but Perfect cocker spaniel became the best selling book about English cockers on Amazon. And I confess I wasn’t ready for it. Seeing the word “bestseller” next to my book somehow unearthed all the emotions and tears I’ve carried inside. The book was never meant to be written for profits or fame. I simply wanted to carry the memory of Oscar into the future… Now I feel that I’ve made him proud.